Please don’t go.

I think this is karma
not in the self pitying sort of way
I had always said
I don’t think God intended for me to hurt human beings
over and over again without consequence
even if I never meant to.

The irony is I truly believed I would never lose you
I never believed I could do a fucking thing to lose you from my life
you are my rock
and yet my whole entire life
is falling apart in front of me

I am so in love with you
and it is the scariest thing in the world to know
there is the possibility of losing you in this very moment

I’m bad
and you can only love bad for so long
before it ruins you
or you save yourself.

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