I cannot take the false love that we chase each other with
physical attraction and an innate understanding of each other
does not equal love
but it sure does feel like it, doesn’t it?
and love sometimes feels like hell
but I don’t think we even know the difference between
verbal abuse and a spat
because it’s love, right?
it’s excusable and it’s ok
because I only did it because I love you
I only hurt you because I care
I cannot take that anymore
I can’t handle the hurt anymore.
I love with all my heart and this ‘love’ is killing me.