There is a rotting apple underneath my driver’s seat
It is soft and molted and wet
I reach for the wrapping paper left inside a Hello Kitty gift bag
From my father’s Christmas gift
It is February
I can’t force myself to throw it away
As just touching the paper makes me ill
But this is as good as a use gets
So I scoop the melted fruit
underneath the ugly green and brown sparkly paper
And bring it to the trash
It does not make me feel any better.