Towel-dried head
Terry cloth rubbed on my brown curls frizzing with every tousle
I knew he was doing it wrong, but rare was an occasion where
My father got me ready for bedtime.
Once dry, he clothed me in a shirt of his to wear to bed
blue and white tie-dye
“New York Aquarium” graphic tee
Seals and dolphins leaping off the front panel
3XL, an over-sized gown on my 7-year old frame
An honor to receive such a coveted garment.
He combed my mulatto hair poorly in his clumsy, unrefined way
The teeth of the wide brush snagging at every curl
Yanking at my tender scalp
I laughed at his novice and told him to do it better like momma.
I can only imagine I slept soundly that night
My tiny, trusting body squeaky-clean
Ringlets of my mixed-breed hair tugged tangle-free
Warm and safe in my hero’s cloak
I wish I could crawl back to that vision in time and relive it
Fashion my quarter century-old body into the spirit of a child
Knowing no fear that cannot be taken away by him
Knowing no love stronger than the bond with my father.